Saturday, November 9, 2013

And nothing else matters...

As I have journeyed on this earth for the short time that I have so far, all I have learned is how much more I have to learn. When I think about that, it had to be the hardest thing I had ever learned. I have much to learn about God and doctrine and I can never possibly know it all! And the other thing is, I am not entirely sure I will ever know myself the way God knows me as he knows me better than I even know myself. Pondering this thought, it doesn't seem to make any sense. How can one not know oneself? And maybe there's not anything worth knowing about oneself. All I see is sin, weakness, inability in myself -- that is, apart from Christ.

"Sticks and stones will break my bones but words will never hurt me." My grandma always told me that. Sorry, Grandma, but for me, that is the furthest thing from the truth. I am one of those people that for whatever reason, negative words can be detrimental to me. On the flip side, the positive words are heard, pondered, treasured more than the normal person would ever consider. And this is one thing I have actually been able to articulate about myself. The reason itself is entirely unknown to me but I take everything -- the good and the bad -- personally. The negative aspect of this possibly little known fact about myself is I believe an effect of sin, along with the worrying. What can be done?

Knowing that I am a child of the King, the One who has wiped my slate clean means everything. What else in this life, what flaw, what besetting sin, what people say or do, could POSSIBLY matter more than that? It is unfathomable why I forget that so easily. Why am I constantly looking to myself when I already possess the free gift of grace that I have already accepted by faith through Christ? And so I keep searching the scriptures, hungrily listen to sermons and it always comes back to the same thing -- if God is for me, what can be against me? The devil has already lost the battle and I now belong, body and soul, to my faithful Savior, Jesus Christ.

It will always be a vicious cycle in this life -- sin, confession, repentance. But at the end of the day, Jesus is my advocate. And nothing else matters.

Thursday, October 24, 2013

Three Years and Counting...

This week was our third anniversary. Every year Peter plans some sort of getaway for us and it's a surprise to me. Maybe you don't know this about me but I LOVE surprises. I love not knowing everything about the trip. It seems to make the trip longer when you don't know every plan. Our first anniversary Peter took me to Six Flags Discovery Kingdom.  Last year, we went to Old Sacramento and Beni Hanna. This year, Peter took me to Napa Valley. I have been wanting to go to Napa Valley for a very long time. I was kind of always led to believe that it was overrated and very touristy.  I have been many other places to wine taste (Murphy, Lodi, etc) and I really enjoy the experience of extending my knowledge on wine and viticulture. And in the end, we both decided that our idea of fun has changed in the past three years. From roller coasters to wineries, this year was the best so far.

We stopped for lunch at a place that Peter's coworkers kept twlling him to stop at. Peter's line of work actually has him driving to Napa Valley occasionally. They told him to stop for lunch at this burger joint called Big D's Burgers where they have garlic fries. He said he had never actaully stopped there because he was never there at lunch time. So we stopped and had burgers and garlic fries in their gazebo.  For being a hole in the wall, the gazebo was clean and well maintained and the food was great.

Our first winery was called Ruthford Ranch. The experience was wine and chocolate pairing. The atmosphere was incredibly inviting and relaxing. Peter is constantly telling me that I need to relax so it felt very fitting for him to bring me to a place to do so. We tasted 5 wines and 4 chocolates in this really comfortable room. One thing I loved about Napa Valley wineries in general is that they all want you to relax, take your time, and enjoy yourself. We certainly did so at this particular winery as they had couches for us to sit on and windows overlooking the small garden and patio area. It was far away from the main road ao there were many trees with changing colors to see.

After our first stop, we decided to drive a little. Our over all drive time so far was around 2 hours. We had driven through Napa, St. Helen, Rutherford, Yountville and lastly to our final destination of Calistoga. Our hotel was in this little town. It had a strip with shops, boutiques,  and restaurants, many of which were very fine. I think the thing we both enjoyed so much was that fall had come to these areas and it felt like we were in Michigan again. The only things that reminded us that we weren't were the palm trees and mountains in the distance.

We went to a restaurant called Brannon's for dinner. The atmosphere was dark,  fancy, and warm. An odd combination, I know, but I cant think of another way to describe it. The windows were large and wide open. Where were all the bugs? We kept expecting them but they never came. We decided not to question it and just enjoy it. I ordered a drink called the Prickly Pear Margarita.  It tasted like someone dumped chili powder into it! Even Peter didn't like it. I ended up with a Zinfandel and peter with a beer ( I don't know what kind it was).

Something you may not know about me: I love Surf 'n Turf and my Peter let me order it ! It was phenomenal! He ordered a BBQ platter complete with chicken, ribs, and brisket. As we enjoyed our fancy meal together, we reminisced over the last year and how God had worked in each one of us. We talked about how it changed and how it stayed the same and discussed the future. God has truly blessed us. He gave us each other, sinners though we may be, and through the Holy Spirit, we point each other to Christ. Looking back over the last year, I can see not only how I have grown but also the work that has yet to be done. It's amazing how two imperfect people can coexist and still bring out the best in each other. My prayer for our next year is that we may grow in grace and wisdom even more than we already have in the past three years.

Day two of our adventure included both beer and wine. We started the day at Sterling winery. You have to take a gondola up the hill. The valley where this winery is located is quite forested and offers texture and dimension in the view. That is probably my favorite thing about the autumn season. And this year because our location, we got to enjoy that with out seeing too much of the Halloween decorations. It reminded me of why we decided on an Autumn wedding in the first place: colors.

At the top of the hill, we were greeted with our first tasting and entered the self guided tour. The tour was a "grape to glass" tour. I enjoyed the enlightenment of viticulture and wine making. It was quite fascinating and helps explain the complexity of taste in wine. So as we were taking the tour, we were tasting wine, enjoying scenery, each other and relaxation. We took our time. It actually felt kind of European in a sense, except there was no food.

The beer tasting was at a brewery in Santa Rosa. It apparently is 12 miles away from Calistoga. We drove through some hills and valleys to get there. Fun drive. This brewery is called Russian River Brewery. The food was great, we ordered pizza. I don't particularly care for beer but Peter enjoys it and he also enjoys brewing. We had a good time driving there and being there.

I know this post is super long so if you're still reading along to the bitter end, thank you for taking interest in my life. I'm so thankful that God chose me to be one of His children and that he gave me a husband whom he also chose. At the end of it all, we are both sinners who need Jesus and keep pointing each other back to Him however painful it may be.

Soli Deo Gloria

Kelli

Monday, October 14, 2013

Perm rods and Joy

I never thought I would enjoy perms as much as I do until I began to work with the elderly. Perms are a long process which can turn out to be tedious depending on the person. When I was in beauty school, I never imagined I'd ever need to know how to do a perm let alone a shampoo set. They seemed to be a thing of the past.

Well I started working for a beauty shop within a society that serves the elderly. The position I have secured is within the memory care unit where there is a ratio of one caregiver to four residents and eight residents per house. It's a lovely setup. These resdients have one form of dementia or another and so working with them can be a real challenge at times.

The key I have learned is to find the humor in whatever situation is presented to you. Sometimes, it really is hard to not take what was said to you personally. You have to realize the disease is not allowing them control over what they say or do. This being said, some days are difficult while other days are just plain entertaining. 

My job combines my love for doing hair with my love for working for the elderly. My job is to be in the moement that they are in at that moment.  If I can do that, I have done my job, brought them joy and made them beautiful.

My last lady for today was singing in the mirror, "what a beautiful girl". It brought tears to my eyes and a smile to my lips that I gave her such joy just by giving her a vintage hairstyle (as I have lovingly come to know it as). I felt fulfilled by her joy and that is enough of a reward.

Blessings,

Kelli

Monday, September 30, 2013

A New Beginning

It seems it has been so many years since I kept a blog or journal or diary of any kind. I would enjoy the opportunity to catalog my musings and experiences in life, however foolish they may be. If you find them foolish, please disregard as I do not claim to be in anyway wise or clever.

Anyway, as this is only a beginning, I have to keep this short. Nothing interesting to post today. Only the beginning of an extremely full week. I shall be preparing to play for this Sunday's morning service. I have most of my music selected, however, I now need to select my music for communion. It will be here before I know it.

I hope that whoever stumbles upon this has a pleasant week.

Kelli